Friday, July 6, 2007

YOU ARE THE "ONE"



I really like this beaten this boy puttin on my little girl, WHEEEWWWWW WEEEEEE!!!!!! I don't know how I will ever let him go if he keep taking care of me like this, I really need to get MYSELF TOGETHERRRR....HUMMMMM but, I will have to think about that later cuz right now I am enjoying this loving he laying on me...I swear he gone make me late for meeting my girls at the new hot club, LEVEL 88...Everybody and they mammy be up in that camp, and I have put them off one too many times and they aint having that mess today...They have already had one meeting on me about how much time I spend with Tyrese, I really can't help that I enjoy being with MY MAN...GET YOU ONE, I'M JUST SAYIN!!!! I straddle my baby and take care of him again, I got to play this off like everything is copastetic cuz he dont know I'm going out with my girls...But, WHATEVER, you going somewhere with your boys so I need to be with my friends as well...What's good for the goose and all that, PIMPIN...But, the irony is, I really enjoy being home with him and just hanging out, watching tv, reading together or just listening to music and spending quality time...I JUST LOVE HIM IS ALL, and so far he hasn't given me any reason to doubt him, so its all good...

Ty taps my leg and tells me to raise up that he needs to take a shower. I do too, so its all working out...He turns on the shower and we both get in and he starts being fresh again, I act like I am not being affected by what he is doing...I don't have that much time to get him out of here and put my hoochie mama dubs on...I found a great little black sexy dress that fits me in all the right places, and some knock you out accessories to match...I am going to be too fly tonight, they really gone be hating when they see how much weight I have lost since I met Ty, cuz all we do is have sex...Wonderful exercise program, and he has me enjoying tennis and jogging too. So, I really think I'm looking kinda cute, don't play...They gone wish they hadn't insisted that I accompany them to Level 88, cause all the ballers and professional athletes be in there...So, Tyrese can act a fool if he want to, I'll take my new attitude and new body and snatch me somebody better...

I get rid of him just in time to get my clothes on and did a nice ball with my braids with alittle hair hanging down in the front. I think I look TOO CUTE, I put my "Mac Chestnut Lip Liner and Lip Glass" on and pop my small sexy lips....YA'LL BETTA ASK SOMEBODY BOUT DIVA, especially when I get out my car and this fine ass brotha ask me can he get the door for me...See that's what I'm talking bout right thur...He then extends his arm and escorts me into the club, of course he is a Tennessee Titan so we just walk right on in....YEAH, we walk in and the DJ starts playing Guy's, "Teddy's Jam", whew that used to be my cut right there...We go out on the dance floor and cut a shine up in there...Everybody was looking at us, mostly at him but, hell I didn't care cuz they had to look at me in order to look at him...PEEP GAME, AND ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION!!!!!!!

I don't see my girlz, but what I do see is Tyrese all SNUGGED up with some female...WHAT, I KNOW HE GOT ME MESSED UP!!!!!!!!!! That's cool, I'm cool, at least that's what I tell myself...About that time Jackie and Marcy walk up and say, gurl aint that yo so call man ova there with that hoochie...Now, you know I would have been alright if they hadn't gone there, right? I tell them its all good, and of course Jackie is mean mugging him and he feels her looking at him...He turns his head and acts like he is innocent, but about that time my dance partner gets back with my Marguerita...I thank him and tell him that I want to dance, he was like okay...Your boy Tyrese catches a glimpse of me holding hands with John and does a double take...I act all coy like I dont see him, I dont think he know who he messing with but he gone learn and fast...

After, I got off the dance floor Ty is standing there to take my hand from John, and helps me down...John looks at me and asked was everything okay, I assured him it was and thanked him for everything...Tyrese ask me can we leave because he wants to talk to me, WHAT, you werent trying to talk to me earlier...I could see the hurt in his eyes, and he said "well will you dance with me?" I didn't mind doing that, because I do Love him with all my heart...The DJ must be psychic or something, but he happened to put on "One"....We were on the dance floor and he was singing in my ear and told me he was sorry that he was with that female, it was his friend Shaun's cousin from California and he wanted to show her a good time...He let me know that he was wrong to be all up on her and would I forgive him for disrespecting our relationship...Tyrese is not normally the type to hide what he does, not that he gets caught in his mess...He just respects me enough to not let me find out anything...While he is singing in my ear he tells me that he was jealous of me giving his attention to someone else and he realized while I was on the dance floor that he didn't want to ever lose me....I'm quiet during this confessional as not to stop him from telling me his true feelings. I never gave him any reason to think that I would ever be with anyone else, cuz I basically gave up everybody and most hobbies that he wasnt into, when I met him...That was my mistake, I should have kept doing alittle of what I did before him so he would not think to take me always being there for granted. I think that was what was wrong with us, I gave me up to be with him...And, true love is one whole person connecting to another whole person and still becoming "ONE".

Then, Tyrese does something that I never would have thought; he gets down on one knee and asked me to be HIS WIFE FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!! I just looked at him because I didn't know if I wanted to believe him cuz of where we were, he normally doesnt be acting all simpish...But, I had to admit I really liked the fact that he didnt care if his boys or that girl saw him, PARAMOUNT FOR ME!!!!!!! OF COURSE, I WOULD BE HONORED TO BE YOUR WIFE TYRESE, FOR LIFE was my response to this wonderful man...

The painting is by WAK, entitled, "Power Of Love".

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