SO MUCH LOVE

Okay ya'll yesterday was about being the OTHER WOMAN, SIDELINE HO, SIDE PIECE, ETC...Today is about being the WIFE, MAIN, the Mama to Yo Kids...

Ya'll know I listen to music about 11 hours a day so errythang always comes back to music lyrics with me....My Ex Orlando used to always tell me that women put too much in to music, I beg to differ my little Young Buck...Maybe if these new artist would quit making so much bubble gum music people would have a better understanding on life....Back in the day even if yo Momma'nem didnt tell you something, some artist was singing about it and that helped a gurl to know how to deal with certain thangs, I'm just sayin...

Orlando once told me a story about him having a problem in his past relationship because he had a phone friend that his folks didnt know about....WRONG ANSWER, Cheating starts in the convo whether you want to believe it not....Thanks, SmokeNLove Doc, if you havent checked out his blog today, you should he is spittin much game ova there....Ladies when your man is not telling you what you need to hear, or giving you compliments, another mofo in your ear telling you that he wouldn't do you like that, you are a dime piece in his eyes (even though you were a size 20...He likes big boneded WOMEN!!!! See that's how you end up johnny wide on somebody's couch wondering HOW IN THE HELL DID I GET HERE?

But, back to my regularly scheduled programming...Men do you know how devastating it is for a GOOD WOMAN, (Meaning Me) feels when the man she has chosen, given her heart to, SEXED YOU HOW YOU WANTED IT, (even though some of that shit, skurred the hell out of me and plus it HURTED REAL BAD) been there for him through whatever he was going through, i.e. financial setbacks, problems @ work, baby mama drama, yo Mammy acting a fool an plotting shit behind my back and just BEING THAT SHOULDER FOR YOU TO LEAN ON... And you turn your stopid ass around and do me DIRTY.....This is not a male bashing blog, I LOVE ME SOME BALD HEADED BLACK NIGGA....DONT EVER GET THAT TWISTED PUHLEEZE...But, that shit does not feel good when it is YOU, EVER...

So, B ANGIE B'S question is , "Why do you have to look for LOVE out there, when there's so much LOVE HERE? As my Philosophy Professor, Dr. Hardy, at Tennessee State University says, "That's one of those endearing questions"...Something to make you go, HUM...GOOD QUESTION, FELLA'S WWWWHHHHYYY????