I LOVE BEING WITH YOU

Good Morning Bubbie,

I just wanted to jot down a little note to let you know that I love you...I know sometimes we get busy doing and working and forget that we need to take the time to tell each other how we feel. I know I am blessed to have you in my life and I dont ever want you to think I take that for granted. Since, you have been with me I have grown tremendously as a person, woman, and mother. You put me in such a good mood that I let the kids slide with things that would normally get my goat.

Everytime I'm with you I just smile to myself and think IS THIS FOR REAL? I have never felt so open and free with anyone like this in my life. Nothing forced just listening to you breathe sometimes is enough for me. We can be on the phone or in person, I love lying on your chest and camping out. I didn't really want you to know that you had that kinda affect on me, I felt that was giving up too much. From my experience when you let someone know your true feelings about them they might get the big head and start taking you for granted. But, you are even more into me know that you know I really love you. I love when you leave me a note before I leave for work in the mornings, I look at it often as I handle my work deadlines and it helps get me through the day.

So, I decided to write you alittle note to let you know that I love having you in my life and wanted you to know I appreciate everything that you do. When I come home on Wednesdays and you have dinner already cooked and laundry started, that is just truly special to me. When I can walk in the door and the kids are doing their homework and the television is off like I asked you to do. That is paramount for me baby, that you listened to me when I talk and don't disregard my wishes. It is so important that we keep the doors of communication open in our relationship. And, with you that doesn't seem like a chore. I like how you let me in on your day and listen intentively to me tell you about mine. Sometimes I try to come up with fly shit to talk about so I can watch how you respond to me. You are such a joy and a breath of fresh air to have around.

We have had our struggles in this relationship too, like when you lost your job and money got alittle tight. I didn't mind taking care of all the bills at all because I knew you were on the pavement looking for work. And, although we had that setback, the job you have now has opened the door for you to pursue that production company you always dreamed about. See, everything works out for the good, we just have to set goals and plan a course of action. That's what I like about you Bubbie, you are never complacent, you are always using your noodle to make things better. It feels good to watch your mind at work, and I don't have to wonder what you are thinking you share your inner most thoughts and dreams with me.

So, as I sit here and listen to Tony Terry's, "With You", I just smile because I have everything in you that he is spitting in this beautiful song. And, everything is alright in my world, because I HAVE YOU!!!!!